I don't remember much from these past few weeks. Everything seems like a blur. Anti psychotics washed away all memory I had from my dream period . I'm sore from the bed I've been sleeping in...and my heart is burning. Jake Lancer doesn't love me anymore...I can feel it. He's become so cold.
I start group therapy tomorow ...I hope it can help me. I'm scared. Why did this happen to me? I no longer cry.... I've become numb. I'm so sorry I let you all down.


-Mew.