The Japanese program is over now, when I got back home [Jake’s house] I expected to see some people waiting for me. Instead, I was greated by an empty house. Looking around I tried to find some sign of life. Finally I opened the living room doors and was surprised to see everyone looking so somber. The only people missing from the room, were Selene and Jake.

M: What’s wrong with you all?
Skye: Mew...there’s something we have to tell you.
M: Go ahead, but I want to talk to Jake first.
A: I’m afraid you won’t be able to do that.
M: Why not?
[Selene walks in the room, tears running down her face]
Selene: Because...he’s gone missing.

I freeze, feeling as though someone has just stabbed me in my heart.
M:...What?...no..I’m sure this is just a joke.. right?
A: He’s been gone for three days Mew, he wouldn’t just take off like that....something happened.
Skye: The cops have already been sent out to look for him...but so far there are no leads.
M:...Three days.. Why didn’t anyone tell me?
A: We didn’t want to ruin your vacation time.
M: This can’t be happening...[I stumble over my bags and head towards the door]
A: Where are you going??
M: A walk..

[I leave the house]

“My head is a mess.
My heart’s on the line...
I feel my soul dying.
Crying now all the time.

Why don’t you call my name??
When you’re alone..
Why don’t you call my name?
When we’re on the phone..

Ai, Ai, Ai
love you so...”
-ai TNL


Walking down the street I feel alone.. how could this be happening to me?
This isn’t supposed to happen to me.

I feel alone.