I opened my eyes this morning as the cool summer breeze caressed my face. The sun kissed my lips as I yawned.

I was not in a familiar place.

After my accident I had become very depressed, unaware of the things around me. So when I was well enough, Jake signed me up for a program he thought I might like...he was right.

For two weeks I lived with them, nineteen girls all my age or close to it. Fifteen of them were from Japan and four [including myself] were American. We shared rooms dorm style, ate together, went places together, and learned together.

I don’t know what to say...it was the best time of my life.
I made some amazing friends [Japanese and American] and I would love to go back next year. The age group specified was seniors-senior college girls.. so I’m in luck. I finally realized what I want to do with my life.


This year I will be getting a job to save up money for this program and my next trip to Japan. I will also be studying Japanese and working on my writing. When I have completed my studies, I will be off to Japan.

[Outside during visitors hour near the koi pond]

J: Oh and I suppose you’ll leave me behind then?
M: No! [I hug him] You’re coming with me.
J: Hmm...will we be having a Japan style wedding?
[Aki walks outside]
Aki: Wedding? Did I hear something about a wedding??
M: Jake is planning our wedding already.
Aki: Aww how kawaii.
M: I see you’re picking up on the girl’s Japanese aye?
Aki: Well I am Japanese you know.
M: Yes I know Aki Takahara. But you’ve never spoken a word of Japanese in your life! I’m the one who taught you what asagohan ni nani [w]o tabemasuka meant now didn’t I???
Aki: 0-O; UMMM.... >_0;

A Voice from behind: That’s because Aki’s a pseudo Japanese boy, where as I am a real Japanese man.

[We turn around and see Jiro, Aki’s older brother who also works as a Student Services member here at the program. ]

Aki: Oh GO AWAY Jiro! No one wants to see your pretty boy face! Not even the girls like you. They all think you’re a hentai creep.

J: The college girls seem to love me. [He stands up straight, his tight black muscle shirt offsetting the neutral tone of his khaki pants. He grins a very sly grin, and runs his fingers through his spiked black hair.]

I hope you don’t mean the Wing 11 college girls!!

J: Huh???

We all turn around (again) to see Angelina (yes the same Angelina I dated in France) her long dark hair thrown to her side, wearing a very otaku like sailor suit.

J:Well well well...if it isn't my little Sailor girl. Come to see your moon light knight?

A: [SMACK!] The only moon light knight of mine is right in that lobby! [She points over to the glass lobby doors. Now Jiro, Ms. Yakahiro told me to tell you to get back to work! But wait ...what is it you do for a job again Jiro??

J: OWWWWWW... Oh! I’m well needed in this institution.

A: YOU SELL STAMPS! [SMACK AGAIN!]

J: OWWW... FINE!! [He stamps..oops..I mean.. he storms. off]

A: Jeeze what a loser. Aki I can’t believe you’re related to him. [She turns to walk inside] Hey...you wanna meet my boyfriend?

M: Okay!

Angelina leaves and reappears a second later glowing. Standing next to her is a tall, built, handsome young man with spiky hair and a beard. {I can just picture Skye cringing]

A: Hey guys, this is my wonderful boyfriend Travis.

T: Hi...

A: Oh! Mew, your sister is here!

{Eloise bursts through the door with a soda in her hand, just as Travis leans in to kiss Angelina ]

E: EWWWW! I was trying to drink! God.. get a room.

T: Sure if you’re paying.

E: Ugh, who is this creep and why is he here? This is supposed to be girls only.... oh! I’m sorry, are you one of those half man women things?



Our convo was cut short by our counsellors telling us it was dinner time..

Until tommorow.

Mew.

"Soulmate dry your eyes...soulmates never die"

We thought it would be okay to go out for just one night...Jake and I...alone.
We were wrong.
We came home to find Selene on the floor hiding. I kneeled down next to her.
M: Selene?
S: [She looks up to where Jake is standing] LOOK OUT!!!\
[We look up to see Brittany Orton, with a gun aimed at Jake's chest. I do the only thing I can think of, and grab Jake's ankle, trying to pull him down. Brittany pulls the trigger, but I pull Jake down quicker..and she hits his arm. ]
J:..ow.
M: [I whisper to Selene] Take my silk scarf and put it on Jake's wound [always the scarf..] and call 911. [I hand her Jake's cell]
S: [She nods]

[I stand up and face Brittany]

B: Move Mew, I don't want to hurt you.
M: But you want to hurt my boyfriend...which does hurt me. Come on Brit, you don't want to do this. Think of your son..
B: MY SON?! You mean the son who's dad was killed by JAKE LANCER.
M: What?
J: I-ugh..I did no such thing!
B: HE WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU AND YOU LEFT! THAT'S WHAT KILLED HIM.
M: What?... Brittany..please...put the gun down.
B: MOVE MEW! I WILL SHOOT YOU.
M: Brittany!
B: YOU DON'T GET IT!! HE TOOK HAWKE AWAY...hawke..my love...[she cries]
M: Brittany..
B: So I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO TAKE YOUR LOVE AWAY TOO!!
M: Brittany!!
B: Mew.. I am so sorry.. [She pulls the trigger..and I black out]

When I wake up, I'm in a hospital bed with bandages wrapped around my shoulder. Apparently, I fainted from shock.

As soon as it is known to the rest of them that I am awake, the room fills with people. My parents, Selene, Jake, and the police.
After telling them everything I know, the police inform me that Brittany confessed to the whole thing. She also turned in the rest of the S.Lions ...and this time, no police officer's son is getting away.

After everything had settled down, Jake and I were the only ones left in the room.

J: How are you? [He kisses my forehead]
M: Sore, bloody and exhausted but otherwise..I'm fine.
J: I'm sorry Mew...
M: For what?
J: Not being able to protect you.
M: Jake...
J: [He cries] I am so sorry Mew.
M: jake this wasn't your fault.
J: [He sits beside my bed] I feel so stupid.
M: Why?
J: I only realized this when I saw you lying there on the floor bleeding...just how much I love you. I never want to lose you Mew.. never.
M: Oh Jake..
J: Be my bride one day mew.
M: What?
J: Someday Miss Mew..will you marry me..
M: I..[Ok now lets think about this..] of course! [Damn heart!]
[We kiss]

For the rest of the week I have been getting better, but I dont think I will update for a while.
I'm getting ready to go back to school as well.


Until Then

-Miss Mew-

   Ever since the shocking episode the other day things have been slow. Selene has been hanging out more and more with Brittany Orton. Her boyfriend Rey has even taken notice to her new friend. They were supposed to have dinner together and Selene blew him off.

Jake ended up in the hospital yesterday. He shocked himself somewhat badly while trying to  fix the a.c and ended up needing stitches.  Selene and I drove him to the hospital, and so began our wild adventure.

3:00 p.m

We arrive at the hospital only to be put in line behind twenty other sick, coughing, bleeding, sneezing people in the E.R's waiting room.

3:15

Someone comes over and asks the most important question. Noooo it wasn't are you okay? It was Do you have insurance.

   It's so hot right now. I'm sitting at the computer in Jake's living room. He's working on the a.c right now. He got his car fixed even though it pushed him back a few hundred bucks.
"It was SO worth it" he says. Whatever, it's still just a car. Anyways.

Brittany Orton is now friends with Selene. Apparently Brit has no where to go, so Selene [feeling bad for Orton's kid] decided to let her stay here.

Interesting.


Jake is not happy about that.

   Woke up early this morning, Midnight had attacked Aki's (did I mention Aki came home too? )pillow during the night. Pink fluffy feathers were scattered across the room. The smell of something burning filled the room, Aki was downstairs trying to cook pancakes [again X-X]. I pulled on my robe and headed downstairs. Aki turned to me with a pancake on his face..
A: I'm pancake face.
M: Okay Andy..
A: Yummmmy..pancakes rock.
M: Not when you burn them, where is everyone?
A: Didn't your mum tell you about Maine?
M: No.
A: Whole family's up there for this week.
M: Oh great, last to know..like always.
A: [He throws a newspaper at me] The F&V's have sent a letter to the city about being safe.
M: Right...
A: But anyways..are you coming with Norm and I to the MOS [museum of science] tonight?
M: I will if I can, I have to go with Selene to the doctor and see Jake's fabbity fab new car.
A: What kind did he get?
M: He didn't tell me yet.
A: Well if you can make it call me on my cell before 6:30, mmkay?
M: Okie.
A: [Looks at his watch] Oh I got to go! Mew can you clean this up for me? Thanks you're a doll! [He rushes out]

My cat, Puff jumps up onto the counter next to the sink.
M: Guess it's just you and me Puff.
P: *Meow*

//Later//

Met up with Selene and Jake.. and his new car [Dodge Srt-4 in silver] he was SUPER happy about his car.
J: Isn't it cool? Much cooler than that puny mini cooper.
S: Hey! Don't hate on the cooper!!
J: You have to admit Seluna, it's pretty cool.

Jake has compiled a list of cars he thinks meets his budget, personality, and level of "cool".

My mother called me in the middle of the night... Something was going on in Westie. A gang battle...

The F&V's had decided to take on a newbie gang in town. Yet the F&V's had no idea...the newbie gang wasn't new at all..

The Silver Lions were back.

Reborn with a new leader, someone called Fang. Mum told me I should stay in Ocean City...but I cannot just do that. I have to go home.
Jake Lancer didn't want me to go alone, he said it wasn't safe. Said he better come along as well.
So he did.

The rest of the gang [except Skye] decided to stay in Ocean City. Skye says she has some unfinished business.  Apparently so does Fang.

Fang is after my boyfriend.

Fang wants revenge.




Since when did my life become a Kill Bill movie?


Until Tomorrow.

Not a long entry. Just a convo.. I don't feel well today ={

My mother came over to lecture me about the mistake I had made. No longer was I a virgin. No longer a pure possession of God.

K: You must repent your sins.
M: Mother can I ask you something?
K: Yes dear.
M: How come the sudden holy attitude?
K: I thought I needed a change in my life.
M: Hmm..
K: I think you should change too... [and then she left]


...i feel alone.

 I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
And when you say those words
It's the sweetest thing I've ever heard

But when your eyes say it
That's when I know that it's true
I feel it
I feel the love coming through
I know it
I know that you truly care for me
'Cause it's there to see
When your eyes say it








 I felt his touch as soon as I opened my eyes from my seemingly immortal slumber. His arm clung around my waist and it was then that I realized it was all true.
         I had slept with Jake Lancer...
Our bodies had become one. One Heartbeat...I had been de-blossomed .

....At least it was with someone I love and not some random guy off the street. Looking into his eyes last night, just before I fell asleep I was amazed...

Amazed to see his love.

And now as soon as I opened my eyes this morning.. I could still feel his love.

And then I heard the screams.

...
My mother decided to make a surprise visit...only it was to her surprise that she saw Jake and I..in bed together.

K: Mew Marie Springs, what are you doing?!
M: Trying to sleep. What are you doing? Don't you knock Mum?
K: And you! [She pulls Jake out of bed so hard and fast that he falls with a thud onto the floor. In nothing but his boxers] GET AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER!!!
J: OK OK...gosh.. [He walks into the bathroom]
M: Mother! [I put on my robe and stand up] What are you doing?
K: I asked you first!
M: Oh my god mom! I slept with Jake Lancer. I'm 18!! LEGAL!